Short but strong emotional crisis

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My friends ghosted me.


What happened is that, after enduring many years of mistreatment, broken trust, and betrayals, I decided to take a step back, put up a very thick wall around our trust, and distance myself. The thing is that one of them took it very badly, even though he was the main person responsible for many of the aggressions I suffered at school due to homophobia. They all denied me, acted as if they didn’t know me, and so on. At first I felt bad for a few days, but I feel that in the end they were never really my friends.


I would like to get it off my chest someday.